I can't blog about anything anymore. Everytime I want to write me a catharsis, I realize that it is only going to dig me further in the hole. Fuck.
I just wish I could actually talk out my problems with the people I have them with. I am not into this passive-aggressive bullshit that everyone else has for me. If people were as open and honest as I am, the world would be a healthier place. But the reason I am in this mess is because I am open and honest and others act like it is fine and they agree to my face and then pull some shit out later that makes me realize how much they hate me.
I kind of wish I could just get away from it all, but as long as I love him, I will never be away from it. Oh bother.
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