Monday, November 5, 2007
Bad week
I am just having a bad week, I guess. I was starting to feel a little better about things, and then when it came time to work again I got this awful feeling in the pit of my stomach. I went to work and it was awful. Understaffed as per usual, and soooo busy. And I still couldn't get my schedule fixed. It was a really awful day, and on my way home I just kept thinking that things are going to keep getting worse until I can find another job. But I still feel so trapped by needing the job to pay bills and more importantly, for my health insurance. So once again, I just got to Tom's and collapsed in sobs. I don't feel like myself. I feel completely hopeless. I feel like I will never get the 9-5 job that I crave. I will never get out of the cruel retail world. But I have to push myself to believe that things will be better. I have to because I am going insane. I never imagined I would hate my job as much as I do.
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You know what else I notice about your bad week? YOU'RE NEVER ONLINE. :'( So I've done some calculations:
ReplyDeleteSabras- the internets + rare/evil illnesses + evil job - sleep and warm fuzzies= Unhappy Sabras
Don't cry so much... you'll wash away and then I would be sad.
Maybe you should start forcing yourself to do at least like half an hour of job search per day, no matter how tired/awful/crying you are feeling. You could be crying about how awful it all is, but it would be taking you one step closer to finding something else!
Hang in there! I love you!
I am forcing myself to job search, especially this week. If I can't see anyone I love, then I will use the time nobody is around to find something better. I can't wait until I do.
ReplyDeleteI am never online. But neither are you! Work gets in the way of everybody being online :p